I started volunteering at the Habitat for Humanity's thrift store last week. I needed something positive to do with my time. The work there is never ending. They are so disorganized and it drives me nuts. It is for a good cause so I am almost happy putting my shoulder to the wheel. I am also helping a boy scout work on his eagle scout project which is pretty cool. I am trying to fill my days with positive work. I have been working with my bishop to help me get and stay on the right path. It is not easy for a single man to walk the straight and narrow. I have been exercising every morning. Exercise is of the devil but I am learning to overcome that fact. LOL. I miss my friend "J". She is a special woman. I can't wait to meet her when we have become perfected. She has less work to do then me. My mental doctor is helping me get on the right meds to help with my delusion. So far my desire to break the law by trespassing and breaking a stalking injunction has become lessened. I wish I did not have this delusion because life would be much easier. I have lost many friends because of it and I find it very hard to make new friends. I know I have become stronger because of it all.
I still love you "J".
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